Dear Love,
20 years ago Allah gave me the most beautiful soul I've ever laid my eyes upon. From the moment you were born, we were already made for each other, and 2 years ago Allah finally gave us the chance to meet. 2 years later I still can't believe I have the chance to even look at you let alone spend my time with you. I am and will always be grateful for what you have done and what you continue to do in my life. You've changed me into a real person who actually has a life and meaning. You gave me a reason to actually get up in the morning and smile. No matter what I'm going through, just the fact that you're there on the other side is enough for me to know everything will be ok. Every day you show me what it's like to be really loved and I can't imagine how my life would be without it. Even thinking back to the days I didn't know u it's hard to remember because I don't know how I lived without u. It's like water or food like u need it to live and u can't imagine a life with it. Not only do you show me what it's like to be loved, but you do it while also being the most beautiful girl in the world. I don't know how you do it all but that must make me the luckiest guy ever. Every single part of you is perfect and I've seen more than enough of you to say that. You have the softest hair and skin, the most shining eyes, and the most squishiest cheeks. I could name every part of u that is perfect but I don't wanna waste your time and write out every human body part. Every time I come to see you, you amaze me with your beauty just as much as the first day I ever saw you. Even when we're arguing or not in a good spot, I never forget how truly lucky I am and how no matter what our love is strong enough to keep us together. The way I feel with u is undescribable with words but every time I see you, you leave me with me wanting u more and more. You became my whole life, and every second I'm not with you I'm thinking about you or thinking about the next time I can see you. Even though we're not married yet, I'm still the happiest I've ever been by far. I can't imagine how peaceful and amazing life with be when I finally get to marry you and move out with you and have kids with you and travel with you and sleep with you and cook with you and do everything with you. Even the thought of it is enough to keep me going. You've done so much for me I could thank you a million times and it'll never be enough. You brought me from the worst place in my life to the best and you showed me what it's like to have purpose. You directed me back into the path of Allah which I had almost completely fell off track before. You taught me so much in the deen and inspired me to learn more myself about the deen. The way you talk about Islam and represent Islam is one of the most beautiful things about you. Because of you I actually feel a connection to Allah which has brought me up so much. Even though I can't thank you enough, you're still always in all my duas. Whenever I'm making dua, I'm either making it for you, or if I'm making it for something else I'll always add you too. Especially when I'm in the masjid or I'm fasting or I'm reading Quran, that's when I talk to Allah about you the most. I could go on and on for hours about you, and Allah had heard it all. Inshallah all of our efforts in this life will come with a reward and we will live happily married. Inshallah our efforts also being us together in the afterlife in the highest ranks of jannah. The last 2 years with you was already perfect, I can only imagine if it lasted a lifetime. No matter what happens, I'll always be there with you and for you love. All through life I'm ready to take on any hardships only if I have you on my side. You're the only person to truly bring me joy and I can't believe I'm fortunate enough to be with you forever. I'm sorry for any time I didn't make u the happiest girl in the world because you deserve nothing less. You make me wanna grow and learn from my mistakes because making any mistake with you is something I regret and reflect on more than u can imagine and I always try my best to take it and make u happier than before. Also I'm sorry there's only 2 songs on here I couldn't think of anything else. I love you baby I'm so proud of everything you've done I promise you've done more than u know and more than I can imagine. I hope you have a good birthday, my baby is 20 now so cute. Inshallah we have more years together to come❤️
- Baby